I like to sing. When I was in high school, I was in the
SMA Choral. We did the musicals, concerts and sounded like angels in the
IHM Motherhouse Chapel. Once out of school, I didn't join any choirs because I felt like I could just sing among the parishioners. So, when we moved to Oregon, after one year of being a member of Christ the King Church, I joined the choir, sang at the Grotto and was going to begin
cantoring. Then we moved parishes.
We have a cantor, Vivian, and an electric piano pianist, Andrea, who do the music at our new parish, St.
Michaels. As their is no choir, I told them if they wanted me to fill in for the cantor when she is not available, I would be happy to. So, Vivian said that she was going to be out of town at the end of March and would I fill in. I immediately said "yes".
I then asked if I could practice with Andrea, the pianist, maybe a few times before this weekend. That was when they told me that THEY BOTH WERE GOING TO BE GONE!!! Yikes!!!! So, not only would I be the cantor, I would be everything - cantor singing
acapella!!!!
Last night and today were the days. I was really nervous last night, but only knew a couple of people at church and Fr. Kraull was grateful for my involvement. I also wouldn't let Phil sit where I could see him. Didn't want any distractions. I did fine until the "Holy, Holy, Holy". Somehow the music was nearly the same as another song and so we sang one verse of it instead of what I was supposed to lead them to sing.
AARGH!!!! But I got through it and had many people come up to me and thank me for leading the songs.
Oh, I forgot to mention that I then had to go to St. John of the Woods in
Welches and do Mass there as well. Wonderful little church, in the woods with great acoustics. Only about 20 people and I didn't know anyone so that was good. Noticed that they were singing songs I didn't know, so we changed that fast.
Then this morning, I went back for 9:30 Mass at St.
Michaels and did it all over again. Only knew one person there and she sat in the choir loft so that was
ok. Oh yes, I did all the songs correctly the last two Masses and am now done. Whew!!!
I did enjoy it and was glad that I only did one big goof and my voice didn't crack at all this morning. Vivian is going to be gone again in May but so am I so they will have to wing it themselves!! But I will look forward to serving in that capacity again in the future. Thank you God for getting me through it - it was great!!!